well I thought I had submitted a xanga the other day but apparently it did not get published..I probably forgot to hit the submit button or somethign like that...

life as a filmmaker is busy as hell..I am the director of photogpraphy for this 16mm film whcih basically means I am incharge of the camera operation, lighting etc...is pretty interesting.. i love it soooooooooo much more than producing...the day goes by so fast and I don't even have a clue where the hours went!

My baby scored a homerun today! only player at caltech to hit a homerun..I have his ball :o) cuz if you hit a homerun, you get to keep the ball..felt so proud but he didn't pay any attention to me....:o( it is all right, he was busy concentrating wasn't he!

oh guess what I saw on tv the other day, "american association of fat acceptance"..this lady was up there trying to thrash ppl who call other ppl fat or who rightly call ppl who are fat, fat! I mean, there is one thing to be sensitive to ppl who keep gaining weigh tno matter what they do..but there is one thing to accept and encourage ppl who are into gluttony and make them feel that they are normal and accepted..god save me but it is a mental illness and unfortunately it is true, fat ppl, in the current scenario and preferences of hte wrold are really not that attractive..it sux but the skinny blonde bbabes  have spoilt all themen..!!!

I am trying to bring tim to pakistan this summer..we will see how our timings work out as I am going to be interning hopefully in the summer and tim will be finding a job!

My film..the one I am directing after spring break is gonig to be kickass insha'allah, nick is composing sitar music for it and it should be beautiful if everything turns out like we want it to!

pray for me...I need hope and prayers!